STRESSED :(

hey there! it has been a long time since i have last blogged! well, was busy studying for olevels. most of my papers are done and they were easy. hence, i am scared because there is moderation. hope de moderation will not pull me down so much! have three more papers to go. F&N , SS and Combined Science MCQ! after that, will be so free! i cant wait for that freedom! okays, gtg. have to study for F&N and SS. both together on monday. haiz! bye bye! ((: GOD BLESS ME! ((:

HAPPY :) BUT WORRIED :(

hello :) ! hahax! didnt blog for long. tired, lazy & no tyme! haiz! well, i was so HAPPY ytd! A1! A1 for TAMIL! hehe! so DAMN HAPPY lor! my teacher, mdm uma's hardwork and my hardwork have been paid off! THANKS MDM UMA! appreciate your hardwork & encouragements 4eva! WOW! not even me most of my classmates aso! 8 distinctions! and 2 B3s! NOONE went below B3! awesome ryte?!? hehe! REALLY EXTREMELY HAPPY! more than that i have to THANK JESUS CHRIST! he is always BLESSING me! PRAISE YOU JESUS! since both PRIYA & ME got distinction, we went to SWENSENS to treat ourselves (lame ah! haha!)! food was AWESOME! & as as usual i ENJOYED myself being wid PRIYA! hehe! ytd was HAPPY, HAPPY & HAPPY! hehe!

haha! actually i did my english olevels oral too! it was okay! hope i did well! haiz! dunno lah! god bless me! but my mood was all abt tamil! too happy! that i didnt concentrate that much in oral! haiz! but i think i did quite okay! will leave it to GOD! i believe GOD will help me! :):)

well,now comes de worried part. today mr ong, principal came to my class to talk. he said we are not performing that well. true! haiz! got improve! now i am scared! two weeks for prelim and two months for olevel! am i prepared?!? not at all! haiz! i really got to get back to my studies! have to start now! no more delaying! i am NOT studying for PRELIM but i AM studying for OLEVEL!

JESUS HELP ME! GRANT ME YOUR WISDOM! & STRENGTHEN ME JESUS! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYONE OR ANYTHING! LOVE YOU JESUS!

well, really very long! haha! so shall stop here! and ya tomorrow DPA results! dunno how! haiz! if got tyme, will blog! if not! i think will blog like after olevels i guess! haha! okies,bye bye:):)

SuPrIsEd WiD mY pReViOuS pOstS!!!

hey hi there!! well, long time since i blog ya.. guess wad, priya just told me that she is blogging.. which made me interested in blogging too.. hehehe! thanks priya! :)! btw i am just too suprised wid wad i have posted months before! i cant believe that i was so irritated wid my younger brother: HARICHANDRAN!!! heheheh! well, it is so normal for me to fight with him and say that i wont tok to him.. but in the end.. we will start talking!!! hahaha! that's call brother sister relationship ah!!! hahahahahaha! well, i love him!! cant hate him!! i aso LOVE every1 ard me too!!! hehehe!!! well, gtg now! got to do F&N coursework which i am lacking so much in!! muz finish that quickly and do other hmwks too!!! haiz!! so ya, bye bye!! will be blogging very soon i guess if got tyme!!! hehehehehe!!! :D

SaDnEsS tUrNiNg InTo FrUsTrAtIoN!!!

wow, it has been a long tyme ever since i blogged... held wid lots of sch stuffs... so couldnt blog... sch has been great... god is always wid me... thanks and praises to be wid god... i love JESUS!!! today went 4 tamil essay competition... de title was so difficult... by de tyme i understood it... wow,,really took me long... but i managed to write seven pages of essay tat mdm uma wanted... but de problem is tat i dunno if i went out of point... hope i didnt... god pls help me... then came home... too tired... went to sleep... then mum woke me up and asked me to follow to shop... agreed and went wid her... as usual came home fighting wid my younger bro... ITS A PROMISE TAT I WILL NEVA TOK TO HIM!!! HIS BEHAVIOUR SUCKS!!! AND I HATE IT!!! my wonderful mum can support him ryte... next tyme dun ask me to fetch him... i wil not fetch him anymore... ur son ryte... care 4 hym and dun bother me in his stuffs... and dun worry i wil neva bother in his stuffs AND THERE WILL NOT BE ANY FIGHTS AT AS WELL NO COMMUNICATION!!! i m sure tat wil make u happy mum... but one thing i no... god told in de bible tat his children should love everyone... i will love u guys but no communication wil take place... AND NO FIGHT TOOO!!! have to go now... neva do any hmwk from morning... so now is de tyme 4 me to do... hahahaha... will blog when i got tyme... bb 4 now:)

FiNaLLy DoNe WiD aCe-LeArNiNg!!!

haha...after a long tyme,,i finally manage to finish ace-learning... is actualli kind of easy but some quests are jux too annoying... hahaha... asusal went church today... today's youth service was nice... learnt many things... and ya,, i decided not to blog everyday as its abit stupid... tats wad i feel... haha... but dunno lor... now nid to eng... then go to sleep... hehehehe:)

NoT tIrEd! BuT sLeEpY!

wow,sia... 2day i seriously had de chance to tok abt rolex to my logistics team... and i 2day onli got to know they aso didnt lyke de way he behaves... hmmm, but i m lyke gonna ignore as fas i can since i m graduating tiz year... asusual i woke up in de morning 2 go 4 sch... all de STARS are suppose to mit affifah at 6.50... and i onli woke up at 6.05... crap ryte... then i quickly got ready and rushed asusaul... in de morning i was put in class since logistics cant clear up as de classes were being used... i went to 1G... chers said tat are rowdy and difficult to control... but actualli they were okay to me... i liked tis specific malay guy... he was so cute as he was lyke a younger bro to me... then after lunch went to PCCG room and cleared up de mess there... DE CANVAS AND TENT-TAGE STINKED TO THE MAX!!! since they were smelly,,, we went to wash them and dry them... i 1st tyme tried using fire hose... haha... they were nice to be used actualli... while we were walking back to the STARS room to take de canvas back to de PCCG room,,, mr aidil called us and asked us to help mr trevor lee... so went to help mr trevor... then mr trevor said give him some tyme... so we had nth to do... then a cher came to us (i dun his name :( ),,, he asked if we can help him check de marks... then we were lyke okay... and when mr aidil saw tat he said he is disappointed wid us... but in de end,, we manage to do finish de work tat was given by mr trevor lee... i jux dun understand mr aidil's reaction some tymes... but some tymes his reactions are hurting... i dunno if he realises it... then went back to PCCG room and folded back de canvas... then i and lava were teaching dawn, nissa, syafiq, dinah and ariyanita tamil... not bad the way they wrote wasnt bad... was good actualli... i 4got to take photos of it... finalli went to de hall de debrief... i think de chers are isnt tat happy wid our performance... but i m not too sure... but i was kind of irritated wid de chers... then came home showered and went to sleep... 2day aso neva go jogging... so sad lor :(... then woke up at 12 and ya so tis is de reason why i m bloging at tis tyme... haha :)

TiReD! tIrEd! TiReD!

wow,,i damn tired lor... 4rm morning till six was in sch 4 sec1 oreientation camp... tired!!! but it was fun too... i loved de kinetic war fair... got so wet... haha... i think tis year was beta... but de chers said last year was beta... so i aso dunno... hehe... really saw many kind of students 2day... some were nice... some were okay... but some were jux so irritating... i didnt really get irritated as i wasnt wid them 4 a long tyme... onli a short tyme actuall... many STARS were irritated and angry... some even cried... but i think all tis would mould them to be a good leader... came home after such a tiring day... 2day aso i missed jogging:(... 2moro muz go... jux saw sch magazine... it nearly made me cry... so sad... i m gonna miss every single person hu belong to teck whye family!!! especially my teachers (MISS PAUL!!! Mrs Dawn Quah, Miss Zhang, Miss Joanna Lim, Miss Kasturi, MRS VENA FOO, Mrs Tay Lay Bee, MISS KOMALA, MISS VANI, Mdm Jennifer, Mdm Siti, Mr Selvam... MR RALPH ROCHE!!!) and my dearest frewns (PRIYA!!! DASHENI!!! MADINAH!!! LAVA!!! VIKI!!! NISSA!!!) !!! Memories wid them were awesome... i jux love it... seriously gonna miss them :(... some sad memories would aso follow... tats normal too... i wish i will not lose their contacts... haha... i got 2 really do well in olevel... i m realli sleepy now... will blog 2moro... i will still be tired!!! haha:)

So DaMn FrEaKiNg TiReD!

i think today is de earliest tyme i have logged in... too tired... so decided to blog early and go to sleep... today asusaul woke up at 5.30 and went school... had cca fair... tat was tiring... i really wanted to wear one red colour thing tat pushpa wore last year... but i did not get de chance to wear it... then i thought hidayat will get to wear it... but he aso did not get de chance... actualli nobody had de chance to wear... i feel tat tis year cca fair is very messy and they should have not kept it on a weekday... haiya... but wad can we do??!!! nth, so ya... haha... today i really felt lyke telling sir afiq tat i dun wanna go NPAP cox of my studies... to tell de truth i m really scared for my studies... and i dun wan NPAP to clash wid my classes... then my teacher says tat i m not caring abt studies... tat would really make me sad... tats y i was thinking today if i should go NPAP or not... I m really two-minded... nvm,, i will pray and i will get an answer... i shall not take any desicion... i m gonna leave it to god... after cca fair, went 4 stars mitting... guess wad, by de tyme i went de whole mitting finished... haha... then i jux took de consent form 4rm vivian... and ya asusual logistics nid to stay back and arrange de stuffs... so i waited 4 dash to give further instructions... before she could do tat, she nids to ask Rolex if de pitch can be used for kinetic welfare tomorrow... and tat tyme dash heard Rolex telling de sec 1s,,, (let me code it)... "why do u wan to join basketball? if there is six matches, they lose five of it." and another one is "are u sure u wan to join archery? if u join hockey, u can get A1." this is wad was told by him... jux imagine a HOD teacher saying tis... obviously de students would get influenced and would join... i agree we should influence de sec 1s and ask them to join de cca but not by talking bad abt other cca... tis really irritated me... teachers always say we should have de 6 values... but he, one of de teachers, does not have one of de value "FAIRNESS"... i onli can blog abt tis lor... i cant do anything else... i m gonna jux leave it and see how long he can be bias towards his "favourite cca"... after doin de logistics stuffs,,went back... was too tired... went to shower... then now blogging... after tat, will go to sleep... so sad :( i did not manage to go jogging today... i m jux feeling so tired... i cant even do any hmwk... now gonna sleep readi... hope everything goes well in sec1 orientation camp tomorrow... not lyke last year... haha:)

SaD! bUt NoW oKaY! hEhE!

hmmm,today as usual woke up at 5.30 and went sch... 1st lesson readi geog but luckily i did my hmwk... annoying sia, she did not scold those hu haven do... if i no, i aso neva do lor... haha... tat aso nvm... i was sitting beside madinah cox actualli i nid to change wid rahim and rahim didnt no... so no choice i sat beside madinah... i knew mrs teh wont be happy... and it was true... as normal she gave me one kind of look... tat really made me upset... i was down 4 a while... then i was normal as u no my dearest frewns,priya and madinah, they always make me laugh... hehe... i jux love them... then other lessons was okay and assembly was boring as usaul... then went npcc to help 4 2moro's cca fair... saw sir afiq stress and angry... but at de end, he managed to calm down... tat was great... then came home and went jogging... then came home,bath, prepared npcc stuffs as they are needed tomorrow 4 cca fair and finally did my hmwks... now gonna sleep... i damn sleepy readi... i cant type readi... wil blog 2moro... hehe :)

FiRsT dAy Of ScH!!!

haha...i went sch without doing my hwmk... thank god... de onli lesson i had was poa... and mr selvam aso didnt teach... he was busy talking abt some stuffs which were funny but annoying too... first day of sch was so de same lyke every year... kind of bored... and mrs teh asusual didnt allow three of us to sit together... tat was irritating... but we have got no choice... and guess wad... i m sitting at de corner... i jux hate it... cox i cant concentrate and ya i m short too so cant see.. so told ira... hope she changes... now have to do de remaining hmwks... then watch dance jodi and ninjangal... hahaha... :)

jUx HaTe HoLs HmWk!!!

so tired... woke up early in de morning and did my hmwk... and guessed wad,,,i still haven finish... annoying!!! after tat went church as usual... 2day's youth service was superb... i jux loved it and i really asked so many quests... it would have irritated de teacher i guess... hehe... but it was fun... then came home at 9 plus... tried doing my hmwks... my brain jux did not work so i came to blog... then wil go and sleep... hahaha... 2moro sch and i m not prepared at all... haven finish mi hmwks some more... haiyo... nvm lor, i wil jux tel de cher tat i did not bring coz dunno de time table... hehe... ok la,,i m too tired... wil blog if i got scolded 2moro... haha... :)

TiReD aNd SlEePy!HaHa!

wow,,i should juz look at de tyme now... its 3.40 AM... OMG,,,i m still awake... was busy playing carrom wid my bro so did not blog... actualli tis post is 4 02/01/10... juz as i m posting it late... hahaha... i had nice game wid mi bros although they were irritating at tymes... hehe... so sad :(.. onli manage to do alittle hmwk... now muz sleep... then study 2moro... will update again 2moro... :)

FiRsT dAy Of De YeAr!

hmm,,it was seriously tiring and complicating to create tis blog... haha... but i finally managed to do it... must ask priya for help on how to tag and how to have beta wallpaper... 2009 has finished so fast... and now is 2010... hope it goes fine without problems... its olevel year summore... nvm,,god's promise to me for tis year was tat "there's hope for your future, declares the lord." thus,,i have de faith in god tat he will bless me... thank you lord... wow,,although i had 2 months of hols... i didnt do any hmwk... haha... so now i got lots of hmwk to do... so i have to go now... will update 2moro again... hehe... :)